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September 14, 2003 What Can I Do The Corrs I haven't slept at all in days It's been so long since we've talked And i have been here many times... No more waiting, no more, aching No more fighting, no more, trying... Maybe there's nothing more to say And in a funny way I'm calm Because the power is not mine Maybe there's nothing more to say I'm just going to let it fly... And in a funny way i'm calm i have to be in the airport in two hours.. ho hum... it's less than five hours until my flight leaves. i haven't slept since i was busy packing and burning all my pictures into discs. i hate having to change hard drives. anyway, i took the ACET yesterday. the line was longer than long. man! rica said that it was longer than the f4 line outside her house that morning. to top it all off, i was running late and didn't have the time to eat lunch. if it weren't for rica i would seriously have gone nuts. i would have just lain down on the floor. wake me when this moves. yeah. that's it. after months of sleepless nights. anyway, i did horribly in the math part. i guess a part of me had mind block. i wasn't able to finish. whenever i would glance at the guy beside me, he would be about three or four pages ahead. i would be like, damn. after five hours of that exhausting test, my brother makes me walk from the ateneo grade school all the way to the freakin' moro lorenzo sports complex. all alone. but it's all good. today is the morning i will fly. broke another heart at 08:36     September 08, 2003 whee! the trig test was so much fun. in fact, the whole day was fun. we had an hour and thirty-five minutes for lunch, but who's counting, right? I AM! it felt like a friday, as i repeatedly remarked to candice, marimil and several others today. fabulous. a lazy afternoon. the 411: my mom went to see senora villanueva and although i got a warning slip over my tardies, it's fine. it's all good. at least i got my leave of absence fixed. i can now take off for parts unknown for as long as i want. candice was my inspiration for the day. her infectuous spirit has gotten to me. i am a victim of happiness. yes. i confess to all my gods, and my brothers and sisters. i am happy. everyone seems extremely sad especially ynez and rica, but take it from me sisters, take the time to smell the roses. breathe deep and forget about the ACET and every other exam out there. let's celebrate. life is good. broke another heart at 19:21     September 07, 2003 i'm scared. my mom's going to see senora villanueva on monday about some warning. the thing with sir tony is still fresh in my mind. to top it all i don't know how to get a leave of absence without them hating me. they already think i'm such a slacker. i don't know what to do... plus i haven't studied yet and this week is exam week with the ACET on saturday. heather hasn't given back my acet reviewer. shit. i'm so deep in it right now. ![]() You are Grace Kelly Which Fashion Icon are you? brought to you by Quizilla broke another heart at 18:10     September 05, 2003 sir tony is such a jerk. i think he's actually going to fail me. what's up with that whole i'll close my eyes too when it's time for your report card shit? i actually cried during elective. i felt even worse after reading that whole depressing story about the gessler brothers. german shoemakers who put a little bit of their heart into each shoe they make are nonexistent in this day and age. except this one german shoemaker in new york who makes custom shoes. i can't stand this anymore. i am way too depressed. maybe taking a quiz will make me feel better... yeah it kinda worked. what in hell is "spanking the monkey"?? broke another heart at 18:37     September 03, 2003 it's my mom's birthday today. yipee! We're eating in gulliver's tonight. kisses to the angel who brought this steakhouse to manila from san francisco last year. i love you. never mind that i feel so frickin' fat already. i shall ignore the fact until judgement day later this month. oh yeah. plans have been finalized and the tickets have been paid. i am going to the states after all. my flight leaves exactly four hours after the ACET. we'll see how that goes. we're spending 6 days in napa and 6 days in san fran. i'm somewhat excited. i'm kinda mourning the fact that i'm missing Michael Buble's concert and autograph signing.. when's the next time he's going to be here, right? oh well. if there are any lovely and generous souls out there who are going to the autograph signing-- can i please PLEASE pay you for the cd and have it autographed?? i will worship you. i swear. :) ok i gtg to mass now. see ya later alligator. cam, on the off chance that you're reading this... about your comment yesterday. i'm sorry if i seem arrogant or "cocky" at times. i don't mean to be. i know some days (especially the time of month) i bitch and cuss a lot, but that's just because i'm venting my frustrations. i admit that it's not right but it's not like i do it because i think i'm above everyone else. in fact, i'm usually the first one to admit that i've got too many flaws. broke another heart at 17:38     September 02, 2003 My personal message to the batch... the one that'll come out in the yearbook... MORNING TO FLY The day is falling and all that my eyes can see, is the perfect blue Staring back at me Burning deep inside Is the desire to fly Beyond the reaches of my mind And into the open sky Here I stand At the brink of eternity Holding destiny in the palm of my hand Come fly with me The best is yet to be We can rise above the clouds And reach for the stars Let's live like heroes Free from mortal fears Let's step into the horizon And dry all our tears Can you see the daylight? It's a brand-new life Let's soar past the twilight Into a new day. broke another heart at 19:19     |
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